He needs to not think for a short while, and this is a good way to stop all thought. César lets out little occasional moans as he grows erect against the friction. This is much better. It stops him from overthinking things and allows him to rebuild confidence, knowing Johnny wants him.
"Johnny, do you—want me to touch you?" César gasps out, vaguely aware of the dampness. "I want to touch you...."
"Yes. Yes, I want you to touch me. I want you to feel." His breath is coming in soft pants now, eyes closing as he concentrates on the sensations of his body, hands resting on César's shoulders as he continues to move against him. "My good lord, man. I've been dreaming of having you touch me."
It is so very, very hard to think through this stimulation. Those words spur him on. César could tease, but Johnny's waited for months, already. He keeps his left arm around Johnny's back and brings his other to the front, toying with the band of Johnny's boxers.
"Have you?" César asks, cheekily, as he slips his hand into Johnny's boxers, fingers gently exploring and finding his clit, the hood of which he rubs very gently. "Do you want my fingers inside you?"
He leans in, lips pressed against César's shoulder, breath coming in soft pants and gasps. "Either that or I want to ride you. Your choice--I'm going to enjoy it either way."
César is smiling as he listens to Johnny breathe, and he gently continues moving his fingers. "Mmmm... we could do a bit of both. It'll help me learn where you like to be stimulated better when you're riding me. If you just start right out, I'll have no chance."
"And you think I'm going to last too much longer, myself? You think I'm not going to fall apart into little pieces?" He laughs, shifting his thighs wider apart and rutting into César's hand. "We could call it an experiment to test your refractory period."
César listens to all of that quietly, and responds with a deep, rumbling, long chuckle. "Okay, okay, you won me at 'experiment'. Who would I be to deny you, if you want to ride me this badly?"
He is definitely enjoying touching Johnny, but he can't deny Johnny when he's this needy against his fingers. César wants to see this highly sophisticated man make himself fall apart on his cock. Which has him reaching up into his little hideaway spot near the bed and pulling out a box of condoms, which he waves cheerfully at Johnny.
"Ribbed!"
Sure, they're already both on birth control, but ribbed.
He backs up a little, both to allow room for putting a condom on César and so he can remove his boxers, discarding them over the side of the bed and immediately forgetting they ever existed. More important business here!
César's eyebrows go up slightly but he grins. "Since you asked so nicely...."
Then, he descends into a fit of giggles as the boxers get discarded, because the way he did it was just perfectly Johnny. As he gains control of himself again, he holds the box out for his boyfriend. César can't stop smiling.
Johnny takes one of the condoms and unwraps it, his smile remaining as he reaches for César's cock to gently roll it down his length. "Well, one must endeavor not to be a complete lout, even when driven by baser motives."
That box is going back into place before César forgets to do that. Which he would have, as the very next thing that happens is Johnny putting it on him gently. César holds his breath for a moment and simply watches. Oh, oh they're about ready to do this. It takes him a moment to sit more comfortably in a way to give Johnny room to climb on him.
He looks back up slowly, gaze trailing pleasantly up Johnny's body to meet his eyes. "You, a lout? You've been nothing but a gentleman to me this entire time."
César leans forward to kiss Johnny deeply for a moment, hands finding Johnny's hips and gently tugging to show his own eagerness. "And I'm sure you'll continue to be...."
"Ahh...." Is all César can really say when it starts, and then he simply has to breathe as Johnny lowers himself down, letting out a grunted moan at the end, his eyes closed.
This is so different, save with John, than any other time; both this, and Johnny, are important to him. He manages to open his eyes when Johnny's movement slows, intent on burning the sight of Johnny's face into memory. Just like with John, it feels so warm....
César trails his hands down Johnny's chest, torso, stomach, and below, smiling with a happy eagerness. "Good choice?"
"Very." The word is purred out, as Johnny grins, eyes locked on César's. And he begins to move, finding a rhythm. No, he already knows he isn't going to last long at all, he feels warm and almost floaty already as he chases his climax. "Move with me, darling."
"Excellent." The smile is returned, naturally, treasuring that moment their eyes lock. "Johnny, I–
César can't speak anymore as Johnny begins to move. He's reduced to moans and breathing. What he does managed is to move as he's asked, although it takes a bit of effort to match the rhythm. But match it he does, holding himself up with his hands so he doesn't fall over.
It doesn’t take much longer before Johnny reaches his peak, letting out a louder moan, tucking his forehead against César’s shoulder. “My god, César...” the words are low and throaty, followed by a bit of a laugh.
And it isn't much longer before César follows, crying out. "Johnny...!"
One arm wraps itself around Johnny's lower back as he cums, holding onto him for dear life. Then, when he rides through enough of it, he lets out a quiet laugh of his own. His other arm comes to wrap around Johnny's upper back. César just has to hold him, soft and tender in this moment as he smiles.
“I love you too, my dear. My brightest light.” He feels like melted wax right now, pliant and warm and soft. It’s perfect, everything is perfect right now. “Was that everything you were imagining?”
"Mhm. It's perfect." César nods, letting out a happy sigh, just enjoying this moment of connection, letting Johnny's words echo in his addled brain before they slip through his fingers. "Brain's all quiet...."
“Good. Nice to have it all settled down for once, hm?” Johnny’s smile is soft, as he lifts a hand to rest along César’s jawline and cheek before leaning in for a kiss. “Might I tempt you into a nap, once we’re up to moving again?”
"Mmm, yes. And yes." César replies quietly to both, letting out a sigh and leaning in just enough to seal the kiss.
A nap sounds nice. Being connected like this is nice, even though they'll need to pull apart soon. He doesn't think beyond the moment, for once. César simply lets himself be. With his arms around Johnny and resting his chin on Johnny's shoulder, he does absolutely nothing except let his mind buzz quietly with silence.
It doesn't last for long, as he's getting uncomfortable, and his next sigh is disappointed. "Mmmm, I'm going to have to ask you to hop off so I can clean up. A nap sounds really nice, though...."
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Date: 2022-05-26 06:39 am (UTC)"Johnny, do you—want me to touch you?" César gasps out, vaguely aware of the dampness. "I want to touch you...."
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Date: 2022-05-26 07:32 am (UTC)Right we should've marked this NSFW forever ago WHOOOPS
Date: 2022-05-26 05:41 pm (UTC)"Have you?" César asks, cheekily, as he slips his hand into Johnny's boxers, fingers gently exploring and finding his clit, the hood of which he rubs very gently. "Do you want my fingers inside you?"
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Date: 2022-05-27 02:01 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2022-05-27 05:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-27 06:19 am (UTC)He is definitely enjoying touching Johnny, but he can't deny Johnny when he's this needy against his fingers. César wants to see this highly sophisticated man make himself fall apart on his cock. Which has him reaching up into his little hideaway spot near the bed and pulling out a box of condoms, which he waves cheerfully at Johnny.
"Ribbed!"
Sure, they're already both on birth control, but ribbed.
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Date: 2022-05-28 05:47 am (UTC)He backs up a little, both to allow room for putting a condom on César and so he can remove his boxers, discarding them over the side of the bed and immediately forgetting they ever existed. More important business here!
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Date: 2022-05-28 06:34 am (UTC)Then, he descends into a fit of giggles as the boxers get discarded, because the way he did it was just perfectly Johnny. As he gains control of himself again, he holds the box out for his boyfriend. César can't stop smiling.
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Date: 2022-05-30 03:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-05-30 07:54 pm (UTC)He looks back up slowly, gaze trailing pleasantly up Johnny's body to meet his eyes. "You, a lout? You've been nothing but a gentleman to me this entire time."
César leans forward to kiss Johnny deeply for a moment, hands finding Johnny's hips and gently tugging to show his own eagerness. "And I'm sure you'll continue to be...."
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Date: 2022-05-31 01:04 am (UTC)"Oh, oh yes." Head tilting back, he smiles bright. Yes, ribbed condoms were a good choice.
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Date: 2022-05-31 01:43 am (UTC)This is so different, save with John, than any other time; both this, and Johnny, are important to him. He manages to open his eyes when Johnny's movement slows, intent on burning the sight of Johnny's face into memory. Just like with John, it feels so warm....
César trails his hands down Johnny's chest, torso, stomach, and below, smiling with a happy eagerness. "Good choice?"
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Date: 2022-06-05 06:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-06-05 07:14 am (UTC)César can't speak anymore as Johnny begins to move. He's reduced to moans and breathing. What he does managed is to move as he's asked, although it takes a bit of effort to match the rhythm. But match it he does, holding himself up with his hands so he doesn't fall over.
"Ahh...."
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Date: 2022-06-05 07:33 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-06-05 07:43 am (UTC)One arm wraps itself around Johnny's lower back as he cums, holding onto him for dear life. Then, when he rides through enough of it, he lets out a quiet laugh of his own. His other arm comes to wrap around Johnny's upper back. César just has to hold him, soft and tender in this moment as he smiles.
"Te amo...."
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Date: 2022-06-05 08:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-06-05 08:19 am (UTC)A rare occurrence outside of being near sleep.
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Date: 2022-06-05 08:28 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2022-06-05 05:34 pm (UTC)A nap sounds nice. Being connected like this is nice, even though they'll need to pull apart soon. He doesn't think beyond the moment, for once. César simply lets himself be. With his arms around Johnny and resting his chin on Johnny's shoulder, he does absolutely nothing except let his mind buzz quietly with silence.
It doesn't last for long, as he's getting uncomfortable, and his next sigh is disappointed. "Mmmm, I'm going to have to ask you to hop off so I can clean up. A nap sounds really nice, though...."